You're a beautiful strong young woman that has a lot to live for. Don't let something sidetrack your priorities, learn from your experiences and better yourself. You have great potential and if someone cannot respect you or how you feel, they need a reality check from realizing that they are making a mistake for degenerating such a genuine soul. We all have rough times, but we can mend together or drift apart.
Thank you so much!
Why. Why. Why …
I’m so frustrated right now. Why can’t you give me the love and affection that every girlfriend wants? So you go out late every night to hangout with your friends and leave me hanging? You never give me the attention anymore. Yeah we’ve been dating for a year, but don’t get too comfortable - still try. Ask me how I’m feeling. Give me hugs and kisses when I need it most. Surprise me at least. Hold me against you when I’m at my lowest. Compliment me, tell me I’m beautiful and that I’m worth being with you. When we hangout, I don’t want to watch you play your stupid iPad games - cuddle with me and tell me stories. Even if you’re very charismatic, don’t joke around with me until you hurt my feelings. Sometimes you joke around so much, I can’t even tell if you’re being serious or not… Don’t ever shout at me. You scare me sometimes. Don’t ever call me your “bitch” - I despise that word … and it’s very degrading. I’m the sensitive and affectionate type. I’ve tried everything to keep you with me. I always make sure you’re happy and help you with things you’re struggling with. It seems like I’m always the one giving you affection … the affection that I don’t receive back. And now I feel lonely, desperate, and confused. I’m missing the love we once had.